Ann Brashares, My Name Is Memory (via cxzmt)
It’s not as easy as you think, you know. Saying it in front of you with out bursting into tears. Instead, I give you the silence. The silence of a girl’s loudest cry. Letting you know how much you hurt me, once again. That feeling, the feeling of a heartbreak is real. All you feel all day long is broken, useless, and unloved. Before you make someone feel that way, make sure you know how it feels too bc that shit hurts. Just as I thought you didn’t love me anymore. And it was my time to fine someone new. You came back out of nowhere. Telling me “I still Love You” making me hopeful but yet confused. Of Course I still love you of course I miss you. But being with you doesn’t make me believe you still love me. You don’t hurt the ones you love the most as many times as you hurt me. You said. “I learned from my mistake” but I’m still waiting for that mistake to be corrected. Maybe youre right that 2 people are in love but dating the wrong people. One day, some how, in the future if your right then I’ll be seeing you again, stink💗.
It’s okay if you’ve messed up but one thing I cannot stand are liars